Invisible Anger

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December 10, 2020

I’m gonna come out and ask the question, “Are we all holding onto invisible anger?”  Unspoken because life’s personal experiences have taught us to hide from the truths of reality.  You know!  Out of sight out of mind!  What we don’t recognize doesn’t exist.  Invisible anger.  How much do you do you have tucked inside of that heart?  Look.  I’m one of those people that’s chosen to remain out there on the street of the everyday people.  Essential working.  It’s with people I don’t know.  Hundreds every day!  I’m horrified!  But my mind body and soul are saying, “Keep walking through the storm.”  I can see the changes in your eyes.  Just because your candy coated plastic bathroom mirror smile is hidden behind a mask doesn’t mean your body language isn’t speaking loud and clear.  You’ve heard me bring this up before.  Winning is a choice.  I live every day by activating it every morning.  Winning is a choice.  We choose to be frustrated.  We choose to want fight as well as fear.  It’s a choice.  So when I ask if we’re holding onto invisible anger it’s not to blow on smoldering embers.  It’s to help unlock the block.  Winning is a choice is a lifestyle that’s been teamed up with meditation, prayer and extreme amounts of writing.  Not books, songs or movie scripts.  Free form thinking.  Stream writing.  Being present and taking notes.  The UK and Canada have said yes to the Pfizer vaccine.  But rarely do we hear about the other sickness.  A generation of mental illness caused by the effects of everything that’s unfolded this season.  I ask every person I come in contact with how they’re doing.  How’s the family spirit?  Things good at work?  Remote teaching for your kids or get them back into class?  If I don’t start the conversation then there’s invisible anger knocking on your soul and it wants to come out.  Is it ok to say, “All is not well.”  The healing has to begin through the strength of awareness.  Instead of sharing an open wound the decisions being made are fed by an amazing increase in vices.  What’s your chosen go to?  Where you hiding?  Have you found what you’ve been looking for?  It must be something because nearly every person I see daily has their nose buried in that smart phone.  What are you looking for?  When you find it, will you share it with the rest of us?  I chuckle over that vision.  Not because it’s funny but I’ve been left with a vision of our present place.  The USA is treating the Pfizer vaccine like an Outlet Mall.  We go to the Outlets to buy cheap un-perfect items.  Having the best isn’t a requirement.  Today we might be the third nation to approve the vaccine.  Third!  Maybe fourth, fifth, tenth.  Lead the way.  Don’t stand around with your life waiting for people to show you the way.  Winning is a choice.  Lead the way.  Look into your heart not at the headlines.  Lead by getting the conversation started.